bursting beer belly

My mind has been preoccupied with unnecessary thoughts lately—everything from this and that to here and there. I don’t actually know why or how, but I’m pretty sure something is wrong. Am I just being paranoid? Paranoid about what? And why? I really need to focus right now. I have so many things to accomplish at work, and I don’t want to be terminated anytime soon. So, how am I going to deal with this? Is anyone there? I need help!

then. you. me. three. bag. teen. baby. may. can. big. see. rude. ponder. meal. chill. true. chalk. tan. ray. pee. dog. sit. cat. milk. eight. zoo. where. title. oak. mane. day. cuckoo. scene. tame. rake. oath. done.

Lately, aside from my monitoring assignments and office paperwork, I have been exploring various universities in the US and Australia online. I don’t know how this started, but I feel a strong urge to pursue graduate studies abroad. It's not that I just realized this; even while I was pursuing my undergraduate degree, graduate studies had always interested me. However, I never truly thought I would pursue it. Why? Because I tend to lose focus most of the time and easily get tired of tasks that require a significant amount of time and effort. This time, I’m starting to plan for my future. I will make sure that I stay on track. The first step is to get into a Master’s program, preferably in Arts Administration, abroad. I don’t expect to achieve this right away, but I am preparing myself for it. I have already sent inquiries to 2-3 universities and am still looking for more opportunities. Most importantly, I will also need to save money to kickstart my plan.