bursting beer belly

I always thought that life was so unfair... until I saw you. I was so afraid of losing everything... and then there was you. It seems the world kept you from me all those years. But now, at least, you're everywhere. I see your vivid reflection in the glass window, carrying a smirk on your face. I see your footsteps in the sand as I hear the melody of the waves. It sends chills through me as I wonder about you as my subject. All of this makes me want to enjoy life, to be alive and kicking.

It's been months, and the end is coming. I have evidence, I have the experiences but still haven't done all... Need to accomplish so many things, but I cannot do it well. Am just always right in the middle of everything but cannot continue or just get going with the flow but crashes in the near end. Empty. Bruised. Dead.